I hate it when I can see my friends headed for trouble and there's nothing I can do other than to let it run it's path. That's the worst feeling. And then for me that sort of transfers into annoyance with the person because I just wish they would stop what they are doing. This is not neccesarily to anyone in general, more just a general observation.
I think I am falling apart. Today at break I couldn't find anyone to hang out with so first I sat by myself at my locker (which I have been finding myself doing a lot these days) and then I wandered around the halls, popping in and out of random rooms looking around for one of my friends but alas I gave up and sat in my classroom 15 minutes early. And sewed. Epitome of pathetic. See, it's not that I don't have friends, rather, everyone is always busy with lunch meetings or clubs or finishing up homework. Then at lunch I was really tired so I curled up in a pile of backpacks and took a nap (the ultimate "crack-whore" move haha). If I didn't know me, I'd think I was on a lot of drugs.
On another note, I'm so excited for this weekend though also a bit stressed because there is so much happening (Halloween oriented). There is Biph's band's show with Kaley, Knotts Scary Farm with a bunch of people, Chris', Rocky Horror Picture Show, Judas Priest/Rob Zombie, and a shitload more. The sad thing is that at most I'll only be able to make it to two of those things

. AH speaking of Halloween, I still don't have a costume!!! Arapaie says I should be a "bag lady crackwhore" and glue cats to myself...We'll see.